Oh don’t worry, I’m one of those in a position where all of this could blow my life in minutes. I’m actually having a fucking nervous breakdown and that’s just my way of coping, since every day seems to get us one step closer to the edge. I didn’t mean the offend people.
Ah, gotcha, fair enough. I don’t think it’s a helpful thought to be sharing with other people right now, but if it works for you hold on to it. And yeah, the sun shines brighter and the coffee tastes better and everything is little more intense when your life is an ongoing near death experience and you’re living entirely in that moment and not thinking about tomorrow. The problem is that’s something most people can’t keep up for very long, and like there is no good way to raise kids in that mode, but speaking for you personally - become whatever kind of beast you need to to survive.
Oh don’t worry, I’m one of those in a position where all of this could blow my life in minutes. I’m actually having a fucking nervous breakdown and that’s just my way of coping, since every day seems to get us one step closer to the edge. I didn’t mean the offend people.
Ah, gotcha, fair enough. I don’t think it’s a helpful thought to be sharing with other people right now, but if it works for you hold on to it. And yeah, the sun shines brighter and the coffee tastes better and everything is little more intense when your life is an ongoing near death experience and you’re living entirely in that moment and not thinking about tomorrow. The problem is that’s something most people can’t keep up for very long, and like there is no good way to raise kids in that mode, but speaking for you personally - become whatever kind of beast you need to to survive.
Good luck on the track, hope I hear it someday.