Hang in there! I know it may sound impossible, but you can live through this. Enjoy your life with your daughter and pets. Fill your life with their happiness. I hope you feel loved.
If the pain is too much and you feel like you can’t carry it anymore, please try to get professional help.
I heard this several times and it confuses me a lot. Are you actually looking at the backside of the character instead of the rest of the game?