Not really, i dont take my life for two big reasons mostly: the amount of pain that it brings me, and the pain that brings to my closest ones. There are no reason for me to exist.

if you put in a balance the suffering vs the joy, you will realize some things.

I am more realistic than idealistic. I prefer to avoid the pain than make it more tolerable.

I asked myself this a lot. I get to a conclusion: I will stay here as long as my status quo doesn’t get largely affected by poverty or sickness, trying to do what I like.

And you too busy ignoring the irresponsible and negligent parents

See, the problem is, I’m a middle age man, unemployed and poor. So yeah, pretty fcked up here…

I am not the one that is lying to himself, it is you, with your coping mechanisms such as Ketamine and antipsychos, lol. And I thought I was coping when I was taking few beers with friends.

I am telling you: More than empathy I feel anger for the irresponsible parents, under my POV they are the responsible of most problems of this world. You see poor families with few kids that doesn’t even have something to eat, more than empathy I feel anger. Sorry.

What do you have to lose? Why the fuck are you so attached to being miserable? To not lose perspective.

Yeah, both, double tap on mech keyboard

I will be honest, if I should do it, I don’t think I would last a lot, I am thinking in escaping on that future…

Imaginary infants And doesn’t change the fact that besides I can feel small empathy, I feel more anger with irresponsible parents, that blocks the rest of my feelings.

So?? It’s not an excuse!!

The lots of good in between is not guaranteed.

Are you telling me that you have kids only they can clean your ass and shit when you older? And people here on dbzero is giving you positive feedback?? Wow… Fucking hypocritical people when it’s a rich the egotistical bastard so eat the rich but when is a normal person you celebrate it, such a clown show.

They are so fucking scarred, they want to give a message.

This is objectively not true at all. Most of people ISN’T happy, they have tons of responsibility so they can’t quit. Maybe they earn well so with money they can cope. My art and celebration is different than you, but it’s cope. I like depressants, I don’t hear voices so antipsycho idk if it’s for me. But it still is coping with drugs lol… Most people isn’t happy, they are coping with whatever they could: sex, drugs, shopping, etc. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nIntgOcWsJg&t=4s

As I told. I feel more anger with the parents that condemn that kids to the slaughterhouse, knowing all the shit that happens on earth these days.

Sociopath for not being able to feel empathy to inexistent people? Wow …

Pure coping. “Proper treatment”. Dude I was incapable of even orgasm properly with antidepressants. Psychologists are no different to talk to a fckn LLM. Never again. I will cope with science, art, alcohol but by ANY means the core will change. Everyone can cope however they want.